Hijrah Cinta

Pada hari bulan tahun 

Detik menit diriku bernafas 

Ada gelombang mengerah 

Memaksaku menghentikan semua 

Kuhentikan kegilaan hidup 

Denganmu jiwa ini terisi 

Aku mencintai engkau 

Begitu besar tak terbandingi 

Namun bila saatnya aku harus pergi juga 

Tinggalkan engkau tinggalkan semua 

Hijrah cintaku menguatkan alasanku 

Untuk menjadi manusia lebih baik 

Namun saat sinarnya datang 

Menjemputku mana mungkin aku berlari 

Aku harus meninggalkan semua cinta ini 

Dan bila nanti bertemu dia kumohonkan 

Kembalikanlah kami satukanlah lagi 

Di surgamu ya Allah 

Segunung kepingan dinar 

Tak bisa mengalahkan kilau cintaku 

Bahagiaku melihatmu 

Mampu tersenyum kalahkan getir

I'm BACK~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

I'm BACK. Sorry for the silence on my blog. This is my first blog post ever in 2014. It feels good to blog today after almost eight months. My finger felt itchy already after not typing for a very long time. To be honest, a lot things had happened & i've been so busy that i did not have time to blog. Exciting things have been happening & i have never been happier with what Allah has chosen for me.

There are many pending blogposts that i intended to publish before but time has not permitting. So many things happening in my life right now that are changing & i intend to share with u all soon, InsyaaAllah. So this is just a quick post filled with pictures which was taken during this Ramadhan. Oh ya..i can't believe it's almost the end of Ramadhan already! It will be so hard to say goodbye to this beautiful month. Anyway, enjoy ur last days for fasting. 

Iftar w my Mr. A @ Cfest Restaurant. 3rd Day Ramadhan

13th Day Ramadhan. Iftar @Old Town White Coffee

               

Nyum..nyum..

I will share more on what's happening in my life soon. Wait for it. Till my next post~

Mengejar Cinta-Nya

Sukarnya menjadi pencinta yang setia, mencintai Dia yang memberikan cinta. Kasih sayang-Nya sentiasa menyelimuti diri, namun Tuhan yang tidak kelihatan membuatkan diri sering terleka & lupa akan segala nikmat-Nya.

"Allahu Akbar! Akbar!"

Untuk kesekian kalinya suara azan memanggil menyembah Tuhan Yang Esa. Namun pada waktu itulah nafsu bertarung, sama ada ingin terus melekat dengan cinta dunia, atau bangkit mengejar cinta-Nya. Ada yang sedang berjual-beli, dengan cara jual belinya. Ada yang sedang melayan Facebook, dengan cara mereka pula. Masing-masing dengan cara tersendiri, bagaimana kita ini tanpa sedar sedang meminggirkan cinta Ilahi.

Lalu di mana Allah di hati kita?


Berhenti Sebentar

Suara azan kedengaran. Untuk kita yang sedang melayari Facebook, apa reaksi kita? Memilih untuk berhenti dan menyahut seruan Tuhan, atau meneruskan aktiviti kita sambil hati terus menjerit.

"Sekejap sahaja lagi!"

Mana satu reaksi kita? Tersenyumlah. Kemudian tanya diri kita, apa yang terlalu penting pada dunia sehingga ia menjadi sangat susah untuk ditinggalkan berbanding menyambut seruan Ilahi? Sedang berdakwah? Oh, jangan begitu. Rasulullah, manusia yang paling sibuk berdakwah kepada umatnya itu pun berhenti tika Tuhan memanggil untuk sujud kepada-Nya.

Ayuh. Tekan sebentar butang log out itu. Bangkit, sujud dan rukuk kepa Tuhan Yang Esa. Solat itu tidak semestinya lama, namun jangan pula tergesa-gesa. Ikhlaskan hati. Kemudian, teruskanlah kehidupan kita seperti biasa sebagai seorang hamba yang benar-benar ingin ke Syurga-Nya.

Kau Pemilik Cinta~

For my dear future zauj.. #111213

Oh pemilik cinta
Betapa dapatku rasa 
Indahnya bahagia yang mendakap jiwa
Dalam kesepianku Kau hadirkan dirinya
Peneman menuju syurga....

Oh Pemilik Hati
Sungguh Kau Maha mengerti
Lemah diri ini hidup bersendiri
Dirinya seperti cahaya yang menyinari
Indahnya bak bidadari...

Semua persoalan bertemu jawapan
Tiada lagi kebuntuan mengganggu fikiran
Kesyukuran ini melimpah di hati
Betapa agungnya kasih-Mu Ilahi

Oh pemilik hati
Betapa dapatku rasa 
Indahnya bahagia yang mendakap jiwa
Dalam kesepianku Kau hadirkan dirinya
Peneman menuju syurga....

Benar ku akui
Jarang ku lafazkan
Kata-kata penghargaan atas pengorbanan
Namun hanya Engkau Maha Mengetahui
Betapa dirinya amat ku hargai...

Kekasih...
Kau penawar duka
Menjadi penguat dijiwa
Walaupun bertalu diuji
Dirimu tetap setia disisi

Oh Tuhan...
Kau yang Maha Tahu
Cintaku padanya tak pernahku ragu
Ku pinta kekalkan cintaku
Hanya bersamanya di syurga-Mu

Alhamdulillah..I found U~

                      

                           

Ku bersyukur pada-Mu Tuhan

Yang telah menghadirkan dia padaku

Sungguh ku akur pada-Mu Tuhan

Yang mendatangkan makna dalam hidupku

Terima kasih pada-Mu Tuhan

Yang mendatangkan Aisyah

The above song & lyric has connection with my post. I'm listening to the song while i'm writing this post. Yeahh, it's one of my favourite song by Khir Rahman. Its lyric means a lot to me. Fall in love w this song after watching Balada Pencinta Movie.

Yeahh..i praise to Allah for sending u to me. My life has changes since i met u. Alhamdulillah. I feel blessed. And up until today, i always think that i'm dreaming. I didn't know what happened, but suddenly all i know is i'm not the person i used to be, i admit. A lot of things happened since i know u. It's true, nothing is impossible if Allah wills it for u. And i really hope Allah will always keep me on the right path. In shaa Allah.

Our prophet Muhammad (S.A.W.) said, "The hearts of the children of Adam are all between two fingers of the Compassionate’s fingers like one heart, He directs it in any direction He wills"...

Now i'm starting a new chapter of my life. Everyday is my new chapter & i will face the day by filling it with good things that i can do to search "barakah Allah". I'll try my best to be a better muslimah because it's not fair for me to have a good man like u if i still like i was before w/out any improvement. I must put my love for Allah first before u because He's the one who sending u to me.

I believe w Allah's promise. A good man is for a good woman & a good woman is for a good man. Now, i see Allah's love & blessings clearer. Allah took away one love but blessed me w abundant including His love for me. He sent me wonderful brother like u who is with me from day one till today. U're the answer of my du'a. MashaAllah! I never regret for what i went thru all these time before coz if i didn't..i wud not become a woman like what i'am today. Thank You, Allah.

Till my next post~

The new beginning~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

As I sit down facing my lappy & start to blog, a number of thought cross my mind. I don't know where to start or what to write about. Yupp..its been a while since i have many things to say in my blog before. Honestly, i happen to think that its better to disappear. But now i'm a bit fresh. Thanx to someone who has changed the perspective thought of mine :) 

U know what..I was really in a bad shape. Really, i was. It's never ez to stand when the storm hits. Seriously..it's hard. But that's exactly the point. By sending the wind, He brings us to knee..the perfect position to pray. Indeed, i was tested by Him.

Alhamdulillah, i'm feeling good & hv made a lot of progress. A lot of things happened for several months ago but i can't yet share it w u..In time i'll say. I'm happy, healthy & very positive. Surely Allah has answered my du'as. Patience does pay off. My iman is so high right now & in syaa Allah it stays that way. I've been able to take the time to analyze myself & what i want outta life. So now i can say i've figured out what i wanted. Alhamdulillah i don't regret anything that has happened, but i see it as a great blessing. 

I keep myself busy with worship of Allah. Every day i try to be a better Muslimah. But i knoe it's not easy at all. I still need to study & learn a lot of things in Islam. To be honest, I've done a lot of sins & i thanked Allah for sending me 'him' to make me stronger & a better person.

He gave a big impact on my life. He made me think of things that i never have thought about it before. He made me wanted to be a better person, a better muslimah to be exact, a good daughter to my family, a good friend, a good wife to my future husband & a good mum to my future kids..In shaa Allah..Guess who he is :)

People say..if u already found someone that cud make u change to a better person, please hold them close. Because u will need them for the rest of ur life. And yes, i do. I'm having a totally new life right now & it has just began since i know him. Syukran ya Allah.

And yeahhhh..there's always a chance for us to be a better muslimah. Allah always gives us time to change. Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. once said "If tomorrow the world ends & u have seed in ur hand, go & plant it". It means..even though tomorrow u're going to die, today u still have time to change. Allah always gives us time to change.

I would like to point out that the change was not easy, it had its own complications, yet it happened because Allah willed it for me. Alhamdulillah ya Allah. I have often faced trouble but that's just part of being on the right path.

"You may be put to trouble not because you are doing anything wrong but because you are doing right". Quaid-e-azam Muhammad Ali Jinnah

Till my next post~

My Soul's Sincere Desire~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.


No words can describe how i'm feeling right now. Tossing & turning in bed does nothing to bring me sleep. I just keep thinking about Mecca since last night. Ya Allah, I really want to go to Mecca to see ur beatiful house, Kaabah, to see the Masjid, to smell the air, touch the ground, pray Salah, to recite Quran..How great to walk in there where our beloved Prophet (s.a.w), sahabahs (r.a) would have prayed, sat, did dhikr. Great feeling just even to think. May Allah grant us all the means & access to this beautiful Masjid.

Watching my siblings did Umrah makes me really want to. My father accompanied them to perform their umrahs last year (2012). It was his second umrah trip after had the first trip with my mother a week before accompanying them. How lucky they are for had the chance to experience umrah with family. To be honest, i was a lil bit sad cuz i can't join them together as i still busy with my study at that time. Plus, my dad asked me to perform Hajj first.. then going for umrah anytime. Hmmm, i can't wait to step foot there, REALLY!

And now, i really really wish i can perform Hajj this year. I tell u what, i've already registered for Hajj since 2009 with Tabung Haji. My parents planned to bring me & my grandma to perform Hajj together with them. But till now our name still not in the list for Hajj. Actually my mum & my dad already performed Hajj before they were married. Yeahh, since they were young. So, this is their second time for Hajj..In Syaa Allah..Wish we'll perform Hajj together. Wouldn't it wonderful..right? :)

We've been waiting almost 4 years for our turn to go. Mind you, the waiting list actually is not short. It can take more than 20 years for ur turn to arrive! But i believe that..our 'rezeki' is still not there yet and maybe He gives us much more time for preparing ourselves for the greatest journey in our lives. I really hope this year we will going for Hajj. May Allah make it easy, if not bearable for us, to prepare for it, and may He accept this as part of our effort in planning for Hajj, if in the end we didn't get to make it..

With that said, i urge my friends, to set aside some of ur money & save up for the fifth pillar of Islam. U have to perform ur ibadah while u're still able to do. Not when u're too old & too weak to do anything. If one day Allah ask us why didn't we go for Hajj when we had the time to do so, we can say that we have already registered & waiting for our turn to go, instead of having no reason at all for not going. We should embarrassed that we have the time, the money & luxury to go for holiday all over the world, but we didn't have time to go for Hajj. May Allah shower His mercy on us, and witness that we can, to perform the final pillars of Islam, that is to perform Hajj, In Syaa Allah Ta'ala.

Aamin..Aamin..Aaamin ya Rabbal'alamin

Tika Bidadari BERBISIK~

Daripada Ummu Salamah, katanya,

"Aku bertanya, "Wahai Rasulullah! Adakah wanita 

di dunia lebih baik atau bidadari?"

Jawab baginda s.a.w.

"Wanita di dunia lebih baik

daripada bidadari sebagaimana yang zahir

lebih baik daripada yang batin..."

-Riwayat al-Thabarani

Alhamdulillah. Bertambah lagi koleksi bahan bacaan peribadi. Sangat teruja occay!

It's one of my favourite books & I really enjoy myself reading it :)

Bagi kaum wanita yang sedang berusaha mempertahankan jati diri sebagai

seorang bidadari dunia, buku ini amatlah sesuai dijadikan sebagai makanan jiwa

dan fikiran anda . Terdapat banyak kandungan yang menarik untuk dibaca bagi

mengukuhkan keyakinan diri kaum wanita. In syaa Allah, naskhah yang dipersembahkan 

oleh Siti Farrah Shahwir & Noraini Ismail ini dapat membantu kita untuk terus hidup

bernafaskan kalimah syahadah. Sememangnya bukan mudah namun kita

haruslah bijak mengemudi akal yang telah dikurniakan-Nya. 

In Syaa Allah Ta'ala :)

And i really love this poem. I found it in the book.

Dahulu aku tidak mengerti.. 

Erti cintaku padamu ya Rasullullah..

Aku sukar memahami perjuanganmu dan pengorbananmu..

Malah aku tidak merasa detik penderitaanmu..

Dan aku sangat sesali kini..

Tatkal senja mula berlabuh..

Laut asyik merungkap penat dan letih..

Terimalah janji baruku..

Untuk mengenalmu dan mencintaimu..

Terimalah aku sebagai umatmu..

Kerana rupanya aku rindu...

-Siti Farrah Shahwir-

Destinasi Syurga ~ Normarini Yaacob

Alhamdulillah. Malam yang sungguh tenang. Aku baru sahaja selesai membaca sebuah buku islamik bertajuk 'Destinasi Syurga' terbitan BSP. Alhamdulillah, bingkisan ini sangat bermanfaat. Bukan sekadar cerita cinta biasa..tetapi ia juga membicarakan soal hati, jiwa & perasaan manusia. :)

Bertepatan dengan tajuk yang diberi 'Destinasi Syurga',buku ini memberi rasa keinsafan & kesedaran kepada muslimin & muslimat dalam mengecapi kebahagiaan hidup di dunia & akhirat juga  memperolehi cinta yang abadi kepada yang Maha Agung, In sya Allah ta'ala.  

Sememangnya buku ini sangat sesuai dijadikan bahan bacaan kepada sesiapa saja yang ingin mendapatkan tips & panduan dalam mencari kebahagiaan & meraih cinta sejati di dunia juga di akhirat.

Cinta Allah..

Mutiara yang agung & suci

Permulaan rentak diri insani

Menyemai rasa tawaduk & rabbani

Lahirlah akhlak mahmudah yang sejati..

Cinta Allah..

Bukan mainan hati & perasaan 

Tetapi kewajipan yang harus dilaksanakan

Bermujahadah melawan nafsu durjana

Melawan syaitan musuh utama..

Cinta Allah..

Perlu ada istiqamah

Pertahankan kekuatan rohani & jasmani

Hati perlu tenang menahan godaan

Agar terbentuk jati diri hakiki

Merebut cinta Allah...

Khazanah pengorbanan suci

Bekalan iman & taqwa

Buat menyusuri

JANNAH FIRDAUSI

"Pasti akan mendapat cintaKu orang-orang yang cinta-mencintai kerana Aku, saling kunjung-mengunjungi kerana Aku, dan saling memberi kerana Aku."

...(Hadis Qudsi)..

Ya Allah, Aku Jatuh Cinta~

Ya Allah,

yang membolak-balikkan hati kami..

Selama ini aku tidak pernah tahu bagaimana 

rasanya bercinta

namun ku berharap

bila cinta hadir menyapaku

aku tidak akan kehilangan Engkau

Ya Allah,

Selama ini aku hanya berharap

Semoga dapat mencintai

Orang yang memiliki cinta yang

luar biasa pada Mu

Ya Allah,

Selama ini aku juga berharap

Semoga akan dicintai

Oleh orang yang dapat mengarahkanku

Menuju keredaan-Mu

Pintaku Ya Allah,

Izinkan aku memiliki rasa ini

Hingga ia menjadi indah di dada kami

Tanpa mengurangi rasa cinta kami..

Pada-Mu

Aku Jatuh Cinta~

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya jumpa juga buku ni. Sangat happy! Setelah sekian lama mencari, at last dapatlah juga dimiliki. Hehe. Buku yang bertajuk 'Ya Allah, Aku Jatuh Cinta' ini memberi bacaan alternatif kepada para remaja tentang perbahasan yang paling disukai ramai iaitu CINTA. 

Ia boleh dijadikan panduan kepada sesiapa pun yang pernah, tengah atau akan bercinta agar cinta tidak disalahfaham menjadi medan menebar pesona & dosa. In Sya Allah, sesiapa saja yang membaca buku ni akan bisa melihat cinta secara lebih bermatlamat & tidak tersilap langkah dalam menilai erti cinta. Semoga kita semua senantiasa dalam naungan-Nya. Aaamin.

"Teguklah madu-madu cinta dengan berlandaskan syariat Islam. Jadikanlah hati-hati yang diselubungi cinta indah di dada tanpa mengurangkan rasa cinta pada-Mu ya Rabbi..."