Hijrah Cinta

Pada hari bulan tahun 

Detik menit diriku bernafas 

Ada gelombang mengerah 

Memaksaku menghentikan semua 

Kuhentikan kegilaan hidup 

Denganmu jiwa ini terisi 

Aku mencintai engkau 

Begitu besar tak terbandingi 

Namun bila saatnya aku harus pergi juga 

Tinggalkan engkau tinggalkan semua 

Hijrah cintaku menguatkan alasanku 

Untuk menjadi manusia lebih baik 

Namun saat sinarnya datang 

Menjemputku mana mungkin aku berlari 

Aku harus meninggalkan semua cinta ini 

Dan bila nanti bertemu dia kumohonkan 

Kembalikanlah kami satukanlah lagi 

Di surgamu ya Allah 

Segunung kepingan dinar 

Tak bisa mengalahkan kilau cintaku 

Bahagiaku melihatmu 

Mampu tersenyum kalahkan getir

Kau Pemilik Cinta~

For my dear future zauj.. #111213

Oh pemilik cinta
Betapa dapatku rasa 
Indahnya bahagia yang mendakap jiwa
Dalam kesepianku Kau hadirkan dirinya
Peneman menuju syurga....

Oh Pemilik Hati
Sungguh Kau Maha mengerti
Lemah diri ini hidup bersendiri
Dirinya seperti cahaya yang menyinari
Indahnya bak bidadari...

Semua persoalan bertemu jawapan
Tiada lagi kebuntuan mengganggu fikiran
Kesyukuran ini melimpah di hati
Betapa agungnya kasih-Mu Ilahi

Oh pemilik hati
Betapa dapatku rasa 
Indahnya bahagia yang mendakap jiwa
Dalam kesepianku Kau hadirkan dirinya
Peneman menuju syurga....

Benar ku akui
Jarang ku lafazkan
Kata-kata penghargaan atas pengorbanan
Namun hanya Engkau Maha Mengetahui
Betapa dirinya amat ku hargai...

Kekasih...
Kau penawar duka
Menjadi penguat dijiwa
Walaupun bertalu diuji
Dirimu tetap setia disisi

Oh Tuhan...
Kau yang Maha Tahu
Cintaku padanya tak pernahku ragu
Ku pinta kekalkan cintaku
Hanya bersamanya di syurga-Mu

Alhamdulillah..I found U~

                      

                           

Ku bersyukur pada-Mu Tuhan

Yang telah menghadirkan dia padaku

Sungguh ku akur pada-Mu Tuhan

Yang mendatangkan makna dalam hidupku

Terima kasih pada-Mu Tuhan

Yang mendatangkan Aisyah

The above song & lyric has connection with my post. I'm listening to the song while i'm writing this post. Yeahh, it's one of my favourite song by Khir Rahman. Its lyric means a lot to me. Fall in love w this song after watching Balada Pencinta Movie.

Yeahh..i praise to Allah for sending u to me. My life has changes since i met u. Alhamdulillah. I feel blessed. And up until today, i always think that i'm dreaming. I didn't know what happened, but suddenly all i know is i'm not the person i used to be, i admit. A lot of things happened since i know u. It's true, nothing is impossible if Allah wills it for u. And i really hope Allah will always keep me on the right path. In shaa Allah.

Our prophet Muhammad (S.A.W.) said, "The hearts of the children of Adam are all between two fingers of the Compassionate’s fingers like one heart, He directs it in any direction He wills"...

Now i'm starting a new chapter of my life. Everyday is my new chapter & i will face the day by filling it with good things that i can do to search "barakah Allah". I'll try my best to be a better muslimah because it's not fair for me to have a good man like u if i still like i was before w/out any improvement. I must put my love for Allah first before u because He's the one who sending u to me.

I believe w Allah's promise. A good man is for a good woman & a good woman is for a good man. Now, i see Allah's love & blessings clearer. Allah took away one love but blessed me w abundant including His love for me. He sent me wonderful brother like u who is with me from day one till today. U're the answer of my du'a. MashaAllah! I never regret for what i went thru all these time before coz if i didn't..i wud not become a woman like what i'am today. Thank You, Allah.

Till my next post~

The new beginning~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

As I sit down facing my lappy & start to blog, a number of thought cross my mind. I don't know where to start or what to write about. Yupp..its been a while since i have many things to say in my blog before. Honestly, i happen to think that its better to disappear. But now i'm a bit fresh. Thanx to someone who has changed the perspective thought of mine :) 

U know what..I was really in a bad shape. Really, i was. It's never ez to stand when the storm hits. Seriously..it's hard. But that's exactly the point. By sending the wind, He brings us to knee..the perfect position to pray. Indeed, i was tested by Him.

Alhamdulillah, i'm feeling good & hv made a lot of progress. A lot of things happened for several months ago but i can't yet share it w u..In time i'll say. I'm happy, healthy & very positive. Surely Allah has answered my du'as. Patience does pay off. My iman is so high right now & in syaa Allah it stays that way. I've been able to take the time to analyze myself & what i want outta life. So now i can say i've figured out what i wanted. Alhamdulillah i don't regret anything that has happened, but i see it as a great blessing. 

I keep myself busy with worship of Allah. Every day i try to be a better Muslimah. But i knoe it's not easy at all. I still need to study & learn a lot of things in Islam. To be honest, I've done a lot of sins & i thanked Allah for sending me 'him' to make me stronger & a better person.

He gave a big impact on my life. He made me think of things that i never have thought about it before. He made me wanted to be a better person, a better muslimah to be exact, a good daughter to my family, a good friend, a good wife to my future husband & a good mum to my future kids..In shaa Allah..Guess who he is :)

People say..if u already found someone that cud make u change to a better person, please hold them close. Because u will need them for the rest of ur life. And yes, i do. I'm having a totally new life right now & it has just began since i know him. Syukran ya Allah.

And yeahhhh..there's always a chance for us to be a better muslimah. Allah always gives us time to change. Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. once said "If tomorrow the world ends & u have seed in ur hand, go & plant it". It means..even though tomorrow u're going to die, today u still have time to change. Allah always gives us time to change.

I would like to point out that the change was not easy, it had its own complications, yet it happened because Allah willed it for me. Alhamdulillah ya Allah. I have often faced trouble but that's just part of being on the right path.

"You may be put to trouble not because you are doing anything wrong but because you are doing right". Quaid-e-azam Muhammad Ali Jinnah

Till my next post~

Untuk Dia~

Dear You,

Ku ingin kau tahu bahawasanya aku menyintaimu sepenuh jiwaku,

Namun aku khuatir cintaku kepadamu melebihi cintaku kepadaNYA,

Aku bimbang dengan perhubungan yang berlebihan,

Aku ingin hubungan yang suci & dibawah rahmatNYA.

Dear You,

Aku dambakan kebahagiaan yang hakiki,

Ku impikan cinta yang sejati,

Ku idamkan hubungan yang dirahmatiNYA,

Ku ingin mencintaimu, menyayangimu & merinduimu kerana Allah,

Dear You,

Aku ingin kau menjadi seorang yang soleh,
Agar kau mampu membimbingku menjadi solehah,
Kerana aku ingin menjadi isteri yang solehah,
Aku ingin kau mencintai ALLAH dan Rasul sebelum mencintaiku,
Aku ingin kau merindui syahid di jalanNYA,
Agar aku bisa menjadi bidadarimu di syurga.

Dear You,

Ikhlas dari lubuk hatiku ini,

Aku hanya inginkan dirimu dipenuhi cinta untuk ALLAH s.w.t.,

Kerana aku ingin menjadi pemaisuri hidupmu di dunia & juga di akhirat, InsyaAllah..

Dear You,

Aku ingin menjadi tulang rusuk kiri yang teguh untukmu,
Aku ingin menjadi srikandi yang sentiasa berada di sisimu,

Oleh itu, aku mengharapkan bantuanmu,

Bimbinglah aku menjadi hamba yang taat padaNYA,

Bimbinglah aku menjadi yang terbaik untuk keluarga kita,

Bantulah aku mencapai reda ilahi,

Pimpinlah aku menjadi insan yang membawamu kearah cintaNYA,

# Bercintalah kamu semahunya, namun jangan lupa cintamu kepadaNYA.